Footprints in the sand....

It's been a somewhat rainy weekend. I got to see Ryen on Fri. evening.
We bought some school stuff for him. I guess Renell has him in school this year and still has to pick up his uniform but we got some stuff like pants and shoes.
Sat. was nice, but kind of gloomy outside. 

I guess overall I'm just feeling tired. Maybe lonely is a better description. I'm not evern sure what I'm feeling. Maybe just stuck in a rut. I'm too passive, too distracted by nothing. I need to be on a beach, walking in the sand, feeling the salt air.

Alrighty then I sound like fifteen pounds of a wuss. I need to get out of this pattern of non-motivation and I don't know how.