Motivation and I'm fucking tired

I had originally scheduled a week vacation at the begining of October. Which would mean I'd be flying back to Honolulu tomorrow. Cancelled it for work. Oh well.

Now I've got it rescheduled for the 21'st. Which is just bloody fucking great because I expect that going a month later will mean warmer weather .

I guess I'm just tired. It's been pretty busy lately. Crazy busy. I'm about a month behind on the documentation I should be writing. And like a month behind on installs. And like a month behind on everything. Which I guess isn't bad, considering, it's just frustrating to think that I could probably work 24/7 from now until the rescheduled vacation and still be behind.

How the hell is that supposed to be motivating? In what possible fucking world is a month of work motivation to actually work harder. shit like I know. I'm going to get a glass of scotch.