Status Check

I know the history and no one else needs care but here's where I'm at now
Renell wants to, I think but have not been able to get her to confirm, move in with Derrick and his daughter. She wants to sign over Ryen to her parents so that she can do what she wants to do and be who she wants to be and follow her selfish desires. What this likely entails is trying to allow her parents to adopt Ryen.

Now where do I fit into this picture? When she first got pregnant she was cheating on me. We never did get a paternity test to prove that Ryen was mine. We operated and I still believe that Ryen is mine. But she can’t sign over Ryen to her parents alone. I have to as well. There has been a strong effort to get me to bond with Ryen, now she wants to subvert it. I will fight for legal custody in court if the paternity test comes back positive.

I think I can sleep at night now. It will still be hard. It will still suck. But I think over time things will be easier for me.

In terms of the eyes, they’re getting better. The original surgery to relocated the implant lens in my right eye went okay. Afterwards I had a sore throat and lack of appetite but little else wrong. As noted earlier my back is hurint from being in the a not-quite-lying-down position for so long. But the eye is swelling less, and getting better. Hopefully it will be good enough to get me out and about by the 12’th