Realization of Journal Keeping

I’ve been checking some of the older posts, in part to see what I wrote and in part to see how often. I’ve noticed that when I’m in the seventh level of Hell that is my current state, I post quite a bit more than when I’m content. I guess there’s something to be said for the cathartic nature of getting this down. The writing helps me to get it out of my head, try to clear the brain to let the rest of it function for a while instead of just go insane.

Interesting though that I tend to post much more when things are bad than when they are good. Maka seems to be posting, from when I check her blog, regularly regardless of condition. Much of what she writes is positive. I commend that because it helps to remember the good. Right now, I look at the postings I’ve put up and it seems I am once again dwelling on the bad. Hopefully I can learn somewhere along the way to post evenly the good and the bad in my life.