Insomnia and More Posting After The Exam

My last exam is Thurs. after which I plan to post more. At least daily. I think I was making progress, good strides in it too. then this past day or two has thrown me for a loop. Maybe it's just the holiday season. Maybe I'm just crazy. Now I'm begining to feel again like the world is spinning. Fuck. I'm very tempted at this point to reach again for the bottle of rum I have in the cabinet...

In the mean time I've got the insomnia back again. I was sleeping for a while. I found some level of comfort for some time and was getting sleep but I'm having trouble focusing again and the insomnia has set in once more.